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[14 May 2008|08:00pm] |
i'm getting closer
closer to closure
everyday's closer
closer to closure
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[10 May 2008|08:49am] |
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i'm supposed to get a call today to find out whether i got this job or not. i really, really, really want this job too so hopefully, i get it. if not, i'm going to have to alter my plans for the fall.
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[09 May 2008|11:47pm] |
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i don't care what anybody thinks...speed racer is amazing.
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[07 May 2008|11:08pm] |
can it be fall already? i want to move out and get going.
...the only thing is that i have no idea how i'm going to leave my cat.
in other news, i'm really going to try to be single for awhile and just focus on myself. tomorrow, after i get out of school and go to my dentist appointment, i am planning to just have an afternoon to myself. i really want to take a run with my dog. i also need to wrap the present for my mom for mom's day and my dad's birthday present for saturday. i might clean my room afterwards or finally watch me, you, and everyone we know. the next few years are really important and i shouldn't be spending time on other people. it sucks to have to say this but it's my time to focus on myself. i need to get my shit done with school and then i will be able to focus on others.
one thing i do want to focus on though is a friendship with a certain person. we are in some type of pattern right now that is becoming hazardous to our relationship. after tonight and hearing what he said, i realize that i just need to take a step back and let be things. i don't want to lose him so i need to respect him.
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[02 May 2008|10:09am] |
today, my class in the morning was cancelled so i stayed home and watched the people versus larry flynt while eating pasta.
people keep sending us letters telling us they want to buy our house so my mom is now convinced that it's a sign and we need to move. she's nuts.
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[24 Apr 2008|11:54am] |
fuck....somedays i love school!
i love to learn
:)
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[21 Apr 2008|12:26pm] |
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i got a tattoo on saturday
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[17 Apr 2008|12:10pm] |
you had the best but you gave her up,
'cause dependency might interrupt.
idealistic will so hard to please.
put your indecisive mind at ease.
you broke the set,
now there's only singles.
there's no looking back -
this time i mean it.
are you happy now?
how is it now?
this set of lyrics totally describe how i'm feeling right now - kinda sucks.
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[15 Apr 2008|10:04pm] |
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so i filed my intent to register for sfsu today which means i finally forced myself to believe that what i want right now will be best for me in the end.
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[11 Apr 2008|03:26pm] |
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
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[10 Apr 2008|10:57am] |
i love it when horoscopes are true. it freaks me out but i like it. my horoscope is especially true today.
Quickie:
New beginnings happen every day, and a very big change is coming your way, today.
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[03 Apr 2008|09:56am] |
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by the end of today, a good majority of my hair will be gone.
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[29 Mar 2008|04:39pm] |
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i'm just so tired all the time lately...what's my deal?
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[24 Mar 2008|10:41am] |
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sometimes i wish my best friend didn't lie to my face every second of the day
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[15 Mar 2008|01:04pm] |
i feel very lonely today.
and i am definetly going through changes...i hate everything lately and i'm taking it out on all the people who i care about. this has been such a weird semester. i'm so glad it's halfway over. i can't wait for summer when i have time. people are always mad at me right now because i don't get to see them. i wish they would understand that sometimes all i want to do is lay around. i don't even know who is my friend anymore. it seems like i've lost so many friends in the past year. a few people tell me that it's for the good but i don't know. i'm scared to feel alone. i like surrounding myself with people and that's how i've always been. i don't like change.
i went to a funeral yesterday and i'm pretty sure that didn't help my current situation. i was oddly close with my nana and my papa and i hate having to think about the pain i went through when i lost them. the loss of my papa, in a way, defines who i am. he makes me want to be successful and happy. i'd do anything to still have him here.
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[07 Mar 2008|12:52pm] |
53 days left of school till i graduate
so excited for that plus alkaline trio in april...tom petty in august...and all the new stuff to come throughout the rest of this year
i just have to keep reminding myself to stay positive
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[22 Feb 2008|10:30am] |
as the years,
they all roll by.
it’s not hard to know why i keep coming back to you.
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[13 Feb 2008|02:46pm] |
today is always a hard day for my mom and i. eleven years ago today, my grandfather passed away. when i was younger, things were not too well between my father and my mother so instead i spent a lot of time with my grandfather and he was a father to me between the ages of three and seven. i don't think i will ever get over my grandfather's death and i don't think i ever want to. i want him to be apart of my life forever, even, if he's not here. everything i have ever done in school, my life, wahtever has been for my grandfather. he is my motivation. wherever he is, he's my rock.
i miss you.
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[07 Feb 2008|12:12pm] |
three things
1) i've decided i'm going to double major in college
2) i really like limbeck right now
3) there are so many books i want to read as of now especially non-fiction wise..
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[26 Jan 2008|07:36am] |
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obama, you better win today.
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